Sometime I am in dilemma that how u feel when someone call I
love you to u ,Few months back for me it’s really a miserable word , That means
if you say this word adding I and end with you nothing else need to say.
Everything you express in 3 words. I know all of us fall in love at least one’s
in a life , Even a Panhandler on street to a guy sitting in a luxurious office
play with PowerPoint everyone even a girl wearing full burqa and lived a life with limited resources fall in love .
So what’s wrong in this word, Actually we born in the world
of movies where every new lover boy resemble ourselves as shahrukh khan, ranbir
Kapoor or hrithik roshan in which there is a cheerful end of movie, but In a
real life 99 % of love stories have a sad ending.Thats why I always prefer to
be away from what we often called – Love to avoid pain either regularly or occasionally.
On the other part there is one more feeling which is above of
love which can’t be express in word, that feeling when you get into a relationship
with someone. This feeling is a combination of friendship, love, respect, admiration,
devotion so might I didn’t know the exact word for this. A feeling which every
devotees have for his god, which a person had for his close friend, I hope
someday I will get some name for this.
Everyone had a different opinion about this some says its
love affair , some says it’s a relationship with benefits , I never says this
feeling will happens with a person , it can be two or it can be many but whenever
it will happen it gives meaning to a life. A person like me never get bored all
his life loving an eternal soul with beautiful body and confused mind. But yes
this is also truth it’s difficult to express this feeling in front of the world
and a person like me its next to impossible.
Now for some confused mind a question arise how to find a
true love , for these you need to keep your soul free with expectation and have
faith in god , I respect our culture where in arrange marriage our elders will
select your partner but I totally opposed the way where it can be judged on the
basis of qualification , beauty , money etc .
Might be there is a possibilities that you are expecting the
same feeling which you had for him/her but actually its unfair for opposite person
to develop a artificial feeling for someone. For me you keep devoting
yourselves for him/her which gives you smile, company, life, meaning, energy
etc . As a person there is so many people in my life from a childhood friends
till now, I have always tried to love many, and always tried to close so many. But
in the end if you are expecting the same you end with tears and sorrow.
Now again let’s come to relationship, so let’s talk about
distance relationship , Everyone give his own reason some says its quite
sensitive u need to hold a grip , spend time , make yourself free ,otherwise it
will not work well I don’t know might be its true but what I feel is distance
relationship is more meaningful than holding hands and sitting together , I
believe while being physically away but mentally together more being spiritual
love which you shared together.
I don’t know whether the feeling is understood or I am able
to express what I feel about love but still this feeling will remain with me ,
till I die.
Thanks
Murtaza Badshah aka B@$H
